I got to get it together with myself. I keep skipping my morning classes. Horrible, I know. The only one I truly am afraid about is my math class because I have always been horrible at math and I’m probably going to have some difficulty completing my assignments this week. I’m worried about history as well. All his exams are based on lectures and I’ve only been to 3. 

I’m in the worst mood today because I know I messed up. My friends keep trying to lecture me. I don’t fucking need that shit. I find it nagging and nagging pisses me off. 

However, I think this all has been because I’ve been so busy lately. I’m rushing for a sorority and it takes up a lot of my time in the evenings. I got to balance things out today. I can’t keep going to bed so late. But these dorm mattresses are shit so we’ll see if that even helps.

I am extremely happy with the way my schedule turned out this semester! All of my professors so far are amazing! I have a feeling I’ll actually be able to enjoy school now because last semester was a complete dud. 

I’m just anxious about my TA’s and my History professor since I just recently registered for his class. Fingers crossed!

It feels good to be back at UIC.

At home, I’m nagged about EVERYTHING. Clean this, do that, do this, stop that, be home, do as I say. UGH. I will get my shit done in my own time! WHY CAN’T THAT BE GOOD ENOUGH?! It is my stuff anyways! Honestly, this is the reason why I don’t pry into people’s lives unless asked to because I know how annoying that gets to always have someone in your own business. I can’t even be home and have a chill day. Mom. Dad. I fended for myself for about 4 months and I was doing perfectly fine. Just because I’m home doesn’t mean things go back to the way they were. I left because of the way things were.

One more week and I’m free again.